Monday, April 5, 2010

help

I kinda like the weird way I experience art. It's probably the same way everyone else does, but I just haven't put it into words yet.

Take Tool (again? no thankee), they're not the easiest band to get into. They're definitely NOT pop, but they're not indy either. They're too progressive to be rock, and too mellow to be metal. Unlike nearly every other band out there, the guitarist on tool is a minimalist. He doesn't even strum chords. 60% of most of Tool's songs are bass+drum-driven. The vocals and guitar make that (30%) leap that people relate to(the vocals, obviously carry the lyrics, which with most people associate with, and the guitar riff is what gives the overall melody). 10% has to do with their mixing and additional instrumentation.

Well, that's for most of their songs. One of their songs, Mantra, is at its core, a recording of a cat being squeezed in slow-mo(i'm not joking). Faaip De Oiad (The voice of God, in Enochian) is an excerpt of a phone call to a radio show by a self proclaimed Area 51 worker. That track scares the shit out of me. Die Eier Von Satan, you guys probably already read that post, so forget about that.

The point is, THERE IS NO EFFING POINT, I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO The Grudge SOMEONE HELP. I listened to it 4 times today and will probably listen to it twice more before I go to bed. I think I should forget about blogging like a regular person and dedicate the rest of this post to trying to understand that song.

Let's see, it's the first song of their Lateralus album. According to a fanboy, if you rearrange the song list to match a fibonacci spiral, the songs flow fluidly from one to the other. I tried cutting-and-pasting them to see if it worked. It did, but only for the first half an hour. Some songs flowed better when in their original order. (Disposition-Reflection-Triad, especially)

The Grudge
starts off with a barely audible click-whir sound. Like a machine starting. i guess it's fitting since it's the first track of the album (before rearrangement). Then after 3 or 4 seconds, the music starts. 1st riff, or theme, with pounding drums. then just the guitar, still 1st riff. softer though, vocals mechanic. Drum build up. silence with guitar soft, drum pad, 2nd riff tap-tataptap. Clutch it like a cornerstone. Impossible, but simple drum beat. pounding drums 2nd theme. 2nd theme with guitar riff.


Clutch it like a corner stone, uber pounding drums. 3rd theme. saturn ascends.


ahhh i can't do this. This song scares me. It's beautifully complex or maybe it's beautifully simple. I can't tell.


Thursday, April 1, 2010

Seems like I've been here before.
Seems so familiar.
Seems like I'm slipping
into a dream within a dream.
It's the way you whisper.
It drags me under
and takes me home.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Whats coming through is alive,
Whats holding up is a mirror,
Whats singing songs is a snake,
Looking to turn my piss to wine.

They're both totally void of hate.
killing me just the same.

The snake behind me hisses
what my damage could have done
my blood before me begs me to open up my heart again

and i feel this coming over like a storm again

venomous voice tempts me drains me bleeds me leaves me cracked and empty drags me down like some sweet gravity.

I am too
connected to you
to slip away, fade away
days away i still feel you
touching me, changing me
and considerately killing me

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Sunday, December 27, 2009

The 'alien' alien

There must be some interesting way of depicting an alien without it being just a distorted version of some known organism. The common depiction of the alien is an elongated human being, standing on it's rear legs, 2 eyes, a mouth and a large brain. It doesn't really seem alien to me. Just as God's are not Godly enough "We deny God as God.". Turns out we also deny that the alien is alien.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Thursday, October 22, 2009

a warning

if only blogging didnt take up so much time
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